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User:rockstarpixie3 (2933397)
LiFE thRU mY eYES. . .
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Name:rockstarpixie3
Website:Take a walk into MY SPACE.
Location:Lakewood, California, United States
Birthdate:01-28
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Bio:------------------------------------It’s kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
------------------------------------Being strong means being heartless.

------------------------------------If you go, then I'll forget you.
------------------------------------When you’re gone, I won’t miss you.
------------------------------------I’m sorry, that’s just the way I’ve learned to deal with a broken heart…
------------------------------------And broken promises.


I finally figured out that you’re not coming back, And I’m not going anywhere.
You were the one with all the faith, How’d you let it slip away?
That’s right, I’m blaming this all on you, And the little things you didn’t do.
We both knew that you were stronger, Could have fought a little longer.
You didn’t hold it tight enough, You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers.
No more sleepless nights alone, This bed is better without you.
No more waitin’ up for calls, I’ve got nothin’ left to say to you.
Just when the wounds start healing, You’re there to break me open.
Watch the blood spill, I’m getting used to this.
I’ll clean it in the morning.


++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++faded away, like the color in a blue sky, at the end of the day.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++night falls and the search begins for something. something better than this.


I need this, just one kiss, A gentle touch, your sweet caress.
My heart would break my ribs if I hold this in I must confess.
I hate myself for needing this, I love our twisted little mess.
I know it’s wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight.


******************************************************I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become.
******************************************************I need you even though I can live without this.


I know that I should probably hurt so bad, But I can’t feel a thing.
I know that I should probably say something, But I can barely breathe.
And I am sorry if I’m giving up too easy, I just don’t have the strength to fight no more.
I'll forget your bitter taste, when you pull your lips away.
I'll forget the way you feel, and the chill of your embrace.
I'll forget the way you look, don’t wanna remember your face.
Let’s just cut this clean tonight, and maybe I'll cry tomorrow.


^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^There’s nothing that I can say, To make you want to stay here with me forever.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^There’s nothing that I can do, To make you want me like I need you to, I need you to.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Well, I save my soft voice for the things I really mean.


Like shooting stars we shine and then we fade, breaking the promises we made.
You taught me many things, Like how it feels to miss someone so bad it feels like a part of you is missing.
I can tell you one thing, Now that you have gone I never will forget you.
You left your mark.


???????????????????????????????Just for that moment time stood still.
???????????????????????????????Nothing mattered but the thrill of things to come,
???????????????????????????????And never knowin' where you’re goin'.
???????????????????????????????A little nervous and out of practice,
???????????????????????????????Sweaty palms and an awkward silience.
???????????????????????????????You pulled me closer for a kiss;
???????????????????????????????I'm so scared to feel like, feel like this.
???????????????????????????????Can’t stop my hands from shakin'.

???????????????????????????????I won’t blink cause I might miss,
???????????????????????????????And I've waited way too long for this.
???????????????????????????????The perfect words at the perfect time.
???????????????????????????????The perfect song with the perfect rhyme,

???????????????????????????????Tonight the world will wait for us to say it’s ok to move again.
???????????????????????????????The stars will have to find another sky to shed some light,
???????????????????????????????Cause this is our time to shine.
Memories:1 entry
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